I notice that the door is half-opened. I want Danielle and Lindsey to walk in and see the man they love lying naked over me – animalistic and so full passion.
I doubt they even love him. They don’t love anyone but themselves. But it still brings me pleasure to think about them having to watch because they would know, once and for all, that they are rotten and unlovable and dead inside, and I’m full of life and love. That’s why this is happening now.
And I can tell that Zac is nourished by me, reincarnated by being naked with a woman capable of actually loving him one day. He deserves that. He’s needed that. And now, he will get it.